Maybe if you stopped calling people cunts and assholes, getting in very public arguements with Discord admins, actually followed the rules, stopped spamming Discord chats, stopped asking borderline sexually harassing questions, stopped being aggro with people in DM's, and stopped talking about how you are literally crying in a bathroom because you slept through an Unarchived Karaoke people might actually tolerate you long enough to be friendly with you.
Because I can tell you no community wants to put up with that.