I generally like Shondo and feel bad for her situation. I find it great that she's been able to find something to support herself despite her severe problems. I hope this Twitch stuff gets resolved and she's able to continue on with it. I wish her the best in life. I really do.
But all that being said, the problem isn't that she's a mentally ill woman on Twitch. The problem, from what I'm gathering, is that she got drunk and said shit during a stream that she shouldn't have. We all know how dog shit Twitch is and all social media platforms in general are. She has to know this too. While I wouldn't advise it, I'm not even saying she's wrong for wanting to open up to her chat about more personal problems to her. She just needs to know that this is dangerous territory, and she needs to be more careful how she says things.
That being said, obviously, the alcohol doesn't help, and I honestly believe this to be a large crux of the issue. While drinking streams can be fun, I find myself pretty iffy on them because it might not take much for a streamer to cause themselves problems while impaired, and I get a bit worried that a streamer I like may do or say something they'll come to regret. I mean, how many vtubers have we seen drunk on stream break down or say/do something they shouldn't? I know there have been quite a bit. All it may take is that one drunk stream for a streamer to fuck up what they have or have an embarrassing moment that's potentially seen by the entire Internet.
I may sound like a stick-in-the-mud, but hopefully Shondo will come to realize that streaming while drunk is not something she should be doing if this is how it ends up being. She's at least smart enough to know when her mental problems become too big of an issue for her to continue streaming normally. I know she can't control her mental problems, but she absolutely can control whether or not she drinks on stream and impairs her to the point of doing or saying things she shouldn't.
Best wishes to her.
That tells me all I need to know.
