"And the whole time you do not know how many times I was told to put in my Google Doc the fact that you had a significant other, and no matter how many people told me to put in and how stupid I would be to not put it in, I could not bring myself to put it in, because I knew what it would do to your reputation and you could not spare the same thought for me. And it would be so easy for me to prove, that you have sent the messages but I couldn't do it. Because in the end, I still wouldn't do that to you, and I wonder why you would do that to me."