This is gay and stupid. I would very much prefer for her to become '''boring''' by your metrics if it means she actually improves herself and doesn't wind up following the path of IP2 streamers who consistently do retarded things for 'content' and have an audience who hatewatch/cheer on horrible & terrible decisions in what inevitably leads to lolcowdom (hence the big blogpost I made a few months back). I started watching, and am still here, because she is a genuinely funny and talented entertainer/comedian, and I don't want that potential to be squandered. I don't enjoy watching her suffer and wallow in squalor. The people who do watch her specifically for those negative aspects aren't exactly what I'd call good or real fans. Being an 'unwashed, fucked up mess' does not have to be the identity she's pigeonholed into for the rest of time.
I like hearing Pippa talk about the unhealthy, self-destructive, suicidally crazy things she USED to do. Look motherfuckers I know the Predditors have infected the whole Western fandom terminally to the point that even here, oshi just means "one I like, more or less, at the moment, along with 30 others I like just as much" but Pippa is my
actual oshii. As in,
the one I root for. The one who is on a journey with her fans cheering her to a better future and success and to overcome struggles. I have watched her grow from a 2view to her current heights and from a sad trailer park reject whose idea of a dream home was being a vagrant living in a van with a
(nother) furry, to being somebody who inspires other chuubas and may very well create a goddamn Steamer House someday.
Knowing she was at the rock fucking bottom for years but dragged herself out of it is unironically inspiring and heartwarming. Seeing somebody broken and cynical end up on top like she did due to holding onto hope, plugging away, and eventually winning without selling out is god damn inspirational. I do not want to laugh at the dumb bunny losing her teeth, I want to see her get them fixed. I do not want a Logan Paul who is a figure of contempt, doing increasingly stupid shit for khantent. She will always be something of a mess and a freak, that's just who she is. But I want to see the misfit succeed and win, not crash and burn and wallow in shit. We can laugh WITH her at irredeemable retards, she does not need to be laughed AT (well sometimes).
P I P P A L O V E thanks for coming to my Sped Talk.
p.s. I have wondered for a while now how anyone is shocked that Dizzy was the mental health counselor for the Sad Girl Squad when she's fucking crazier than any of them. This should not be a surprise to anybody who has ever dealt with, or been, a sad girl. They don't trust normies, they don't like or want to open up to well-adjusted people who will never understand them. They want to talk to other nuts who get them. Especially ones who have been through shit and come out on top like Dizzy or Pippa more or less have done. Nobody who is thinking of Minecrafting themselves wants to even hear about some bitch with a husband and 2 kids in prep school pretend-frowning and faking concern about your menhera. They want to be talked down by other menhera.