Not much to speculate there. It is very easy to imagine the other timeline where Lamy didn't go to the hospital in time. Where she decided to skip her doctor's appointments because she wanted to prioritize some Holo work instead. There are always stories of these girls pushing themselves too far. Polka, one of her genmates and best friends, got hospitalized for hours, was referred to a different hospital, and instead went home that same day to do a collab stream. Earlier this year, Nene almost died from overdosing on sleeping pills. (Though that's less overworking and more Nene just retardmaxxing in the worst way possible.)
So it is very easy to imagine the timeline where she's holding the final graduation concert she wanted to do because she'll be dead within the next few years or so. The thought of that alone makes me fucking miserable, so I don't wanna imagine how she must feel. She went through a months-long, agonizing experience that put her uncomfortably close to the idea of death and going by what she's said on both accounts, it left an impact on her perspective of life. It'll always suck that it happened, but I'm happy she's trying new things and attempting to make the most of what she's got. I guess it hits a bit close as someone with a family member that has cancer and limited time remaining.
IRL posting but fuck it. I've posted it before but here's her
twitter, as well as her
youtube and
tik-tok (I realized that thankfully you don't need an account to watch videos). For the past few days, she's been showcasing different outfits by doing basic, cute dances such as:
Though she says she'll be taking a break from uploading soon, presumably to focus on Holo work. Are they incredibly cringe? Absolutely. But they're pretty cute. Also why would you ever rob yourself of the chance to see Lamy's Lamys?