Happy to meet Keeki because of her cosplay, bragged about being friends with her on Facebook back in the day
Really happy about seeing Ally/Sally again, got a signed Sally penlight, calls them some of the hardest working people she knows & looks up to them, likes being their friend/fan but wasn't sure if she could meet them so soon after moving to Japan, had never hung out in person before but had DMd
Almost cried in front of Ally/Sally because she was talking about something that had happened "um...y'know...wasn't so great and uh I almost ended up crying which was really embarassing but I don't think they realised so that's ok" "I've been going through it just a little bit"
Feeling mixed emotions about going home, doesn't necessarily want to move to Japan, enjoys experiencing it as a visitor, would not go again with the school she chose - didn't regret it but there was issues that lead to it not being an ideal situation
Came to Japan to take time off while still be productive and sort out her life but feels more confused now than she did when she first came, feels lost
Doing soulsearching, a lot happened that she doesn't know how much she wants to say about
"The way I'll word it is: I found something out after I left my previous job and it kind of left me feeling a little...I think traumatized is too great of a word but I think I'm gonna delete this twitter space afterwards...but um yeah it's been weighing extremely heavily on me so I uh, uhm, sorry I don't usually like talking about this stuff at all...but uh I'm uh kind of holding on to it...but uh yeah so just a little bit of trauma <laughs> but uh yeah I just feel I dunno, I feel kind of just really lost and don't know what to do and don't feel like I belong anywhere kind of <sad laugh> yeah so like I said I came here to kind of work my thoughts out and ended up more confused BUT I'm glad I came here and I had a lot of fun"
Apologises for the sudden seriousness, reiterates how glad she is she got to meet so many people and so many wanted to meet her
Chat says to just have fun right now and she'll figure it out soon "Hopefully...yeah...hopefully <laughs>" [pretty melancholic] jokes about how she should have just done the feet pics instead
Chat asks if she has a clear job she wants to aim for in the future, is that part of the soulsearching? - "I don't know at all what I want <laughs> I don't know [she says this kinda singsong way] hopefully you can if you're also feeling the same way you can take some solace in knowing you are not alone and I'm also confused at life and so we can be confused at life together! <cheers>"
laughs at more feet jokes and changes subject