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Brosnan Pierce Brosnan

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You know, now that we know ember was a camgirl it does make sense to me why she finished school that late in life. I'm more surprised her asian parents didn't disown her or maybe they don't know, either way she seems to have turned her shit around and I wish her the best.
I'm going to guess that they might not have known as she seemed to alternate from her home and her dorm.

She was at it for quite awhile tho, but maybe there was no reason to ask. It didn't seem like she was making much money from those either, I mean you hear about how it never works out but i dunno its different seeing it in action. Glad she made it out at least, from what we can tell.
 

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Nasas situation in general is a curiosity she lives somewhere in the woods on a mountain but has good enough internet to stream without interruption?
Woods on a mountain stuff is probably a joke/exaggeration. That region is a bit of a meme, but she's in (the suburbs of) a decent sized city if that address is correct.
 

Brosnan Pierce Brosnan

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I should probably drop it but I have some interesting observations about Ember as if you combine her current persona with her past I feel like you can land somewhere on the real person.

1) Lurker Mcspic is probably right about her parents as she says that the would freak out if they found out she did this. So they probably didn't know. Plus of course she goes into some explicit detail on sex with boys and girls so if they are as conservative as she implied that also would probably get her kicked out at the time. So I think she was able to keep it under the radar

2) The name changes might have to do with gaps. As I haven't gone that far into it but I see mainly references to 2015, 2016 and 2018 which makes me believe that she retired and came back briefly. Or I just missed the 2017 stuff.

3) She doesn't have an accent. In a video she claimed to be living in the South but she came from the bay area. So either she developed a Southern accent after living in the South for awhile, or it's partially put on.

4) In one of the early ones she mentioned having a sibling that at the time would have been around five, which I'm pretty sure checks out with mentions of having a younger sibling. I need to go further though on the Ember side of things as she has explicitly mentioned many times living with her cousin and her mom, but without mentions of others. I can't remember if there was a divorce mentioned or anything like that. However it could be an inconsistency as ill rrat here for a second. During the Christmas karaoke Dizzy asked Ember if she was gonna have her mom over for Christmas and Ember had a slight panic moment. So my rrat is that the inconsistency could be explained as her not living with her mother but maybe a boyfriend or husband. You would think Dizzy would know Embers living arrangement. But then again I'm not sure why Ember would craft a story about living with her mom so perhaps it was a fuck up by Dizzy.

5) She mentions relatively low cost items, at least to what we are use to now like items being 50 dollars as being expensive for her. Sex toys, dildos the stuff you would need or partially want to have for doing cams, plus her Webcam wasn't that high in quality. Which again leads to my theory that it wasn't very lucrative. However she did seem to stick with it for awhile.

There is likely more stuff there but i am getting kind of depressed watching her do porn to be honest. Kind of like "You don't care unless it happens to someone you like" sort of things. For all I know she enjoyed it, but there is evidence that she would stop and start up again. Name changes, opening and then closing an Onlyfans in a fairly rapid manner. I know as Ember she has mentioned being suicidal to the point where she had attempts, so I fear that this period came at a pretty emotionally vulnerable stage in her life. Now perhaps the timeframe for that doesn't match up, we probably won't know.

Studying porn was not on my bingo card for really, any point in my life.

:depressedtako:
 
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naganon

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I should probably drop it but I have some interesting observations about Ember as if you combine her current persona with her past I feel like you can land somewhere on the real person.

1) Lurker Mcspic is probably right about her parents as she says that the would freak out if they found out she did this. So they probably didn't know. Plus of course she goes into some explicit detail on sex with boys and girls so if they are as conservative as she implied that also would probably get her kicked out at the time. So I think she was able to keep it under the radar

2) The name changes might have to do with gaps. As I haven't gone that far into it but I see mainly references to 2015, 2016 and 2018 which makes me believe that she retired and came back briefly. Or I just missed the 2017 stuff.

3) She doesn't have an accent. In a video she claimed to be living in the South but she came from the bay area. So either she developed a Southern accent after living in the South for awhile, or it's partially put on.

4) In one of the early ones she mentioned having a sibling that at the time would have been around five, which I'm pretty sure checks out with mentions of having a younger sibling. I need to go further though on the Ember side of things as she has explicitly mentioned many times living with her cousin and her mom, but without mentions of others. I can't remember if there was a divorce mentioned or anything like that. However it could be an inconsistency as ill rrat here for a second. During the Christmas karaoke Dizzy asked Ember if she was gonna have her mom over for Christmas and Ember had a slight panic moment. So my rrat is that the inconsistency could be explained as her not living with her mother but maybe a boyfriend or husband. You would think Dizzy would know Embers living arrangement. But then again I'm not sure why Ember would craft a story about living with her mom so perhaps it was a fuck up by Dizzy.

5) She mentions relatively low cost items, at least to what we are use to now like items being 50 dollars as being expensive for her. Sex toys, dildos the stuff you would need or partially want to have for doing cams, plus her Webcam wasn't that high in quality. Which again leads to my theory that it wasn't very lucrative. However she did seem to stick with it for awhile.

There is likely more stuff there but i am getting kind of depressed watching her do porn to be honest. Kind of like "You don't care unless it happens to someone you like" sort of things. For all I know she enjoyed it, but there is evidence that she would stop and start up again. Name changes, opening and then closing an Onlyfans in a fairly rapid manner. I know as Ember she has mentioned being suicidal to the point where she had attempts, so I fear that this period came at a pretty emotionally vulnerable stage in her life. Now perhaps the timeframe for that doesn't match up, we probably won't know.

Studying porn was not on my bingo card for really, any point in my life.

:depressedtako:
I don't have enough reactions for this post :pippasadl:
God bless, you autistic coomer.
 

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plus her Webcam wasn't that high in quality
Kinda depends on the video which also lines up with it being over a long time. Early stuff with short hair and when she's a little chubby have a cheaper Webcam but newer stuff that looks more like her picture is pretty decent.
 

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4) In one of the early ones she mentioned having a sibling that at the time would have been around five, which I'm pretty sure checks out with mentions of having a younger sibling. I need to go further though on the Ember side of things as she has explicitly mentioned many times living with her cousin and her mom, but without mentions of others. I can't remember if there was a divorce mentioned or anything like that. However it could be an inconsistency as ill rrat here for a second. During the Christmas karaoke Dizzy asked Ember if she was gonna have her mom over for Christmas and Ember had a slight panic moment. So my rrat is that the inconsistency could be explained as her not living with her mother but maybe a boyfriend or husband. You would think Dizzy would know Embers living arrangement. But then again I'm not sure why Ember would craft a story about living with her mom so perhaps it was a fuck up by Dizzy.
Her brother seems to live with her too, nuclear family set-up with both of her parents:

I can't find the timestamp, but I think in one of her earlier FTL streams her mom walked in so she had to mute, but you could clearly see her model talking to someone off-screen. She said afterward that it was about cleaning up after one of her pets.

The panic moment is most likely because Ember has mommy issues, apparently. Dizzy had a stream where she was collabing with Lumi(?), and they were talking about whether you could tell if someone had daddy or mommy issues. Lumi(?) said that Ember doesn't seem to have issues with her parents, but Dizzy said that she has issues with her mother.
 

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>cam whore turn vtuber
To quote the emo acoustic bear
 

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I should probably drop it but I have some interesting observations about Ember as if you combine her current persona with her past I feel like you can land somewhere on the real person.

1) Lurker Mcspic is probably right about her parents as she says that the would freak out if they found out she did this. So they probably didn't know. Plus of course she goes into some explicit detail on sex with boys and girls so if they are as conservative as she implied that also would probably get her kicked out at the time. So I think she was able to keep it under the radar

2) The name changes might have to do with gaps. As I haven't gone that far into it but I see mainly references to 2015, 2016 and 2018 which makes me believe that she retired and came back briefly. Or I just missed the 2017 stuff.

3) She doesn't have an accent. In a video she claimed to be living in the South but she came from the bay area. So either she developed a Southern accent after living in the South for awhile, or it's partially put on.

4) In one of the early ones she mentioned having a sibling that at the time would have been around five, which I'm pretty sure checks out with mentions of having a younger sibling. I need to go further though on the Ember side of things as she has explicitly mentioned many times living with her cousin and her mom, but without mentions of others. I can't remember if there was a divorce mentioned or anything like that. However it could be an inconsistency as ill rrat here for a second. During the Christmas karaoke Dizzy asked Ember if she was gonna have her mom over for Christmas and Ember had a slight panic moment. So my rrat is that the inconsistency could be explained as her not living with her mother but maybe a boyfriend or husband. You would think Dizzy would know Embers living arrangement. But then again I'm not sure why Ember would craft a story about living with her mom so perhaps it was a fuck up by Dizzy.

5) She mentions relatively low cost items, at least to what we are use to now like items being 50 dollars as being expensive for her. Sex toys, dildos the stuff you would need or partially want to have for doing cams, plus her Webcam wasn't that high in quality. Which again leads to my theory that it wasn't very lucrative. However she did seem to stick with it for awhile.

There is likely more stuff there but i am getting kind of depressed watching her do porn to be honest. Kind of like "You don't care unless it happens to someone you like" sort of things. For all I know she enjoyed it, but there is evidence that she would stop and start up again. Name changes, opening and then closing an Onlyfans in a fairly rapid manner. I know as Ember she has mentioned being suicidal to the point where she had attempts, so I fear that this period came at a pretty emotionally vulnerable stage in her life. Now perhaps the timeframe for that doesn't match up, we probably won't know.

Studying porn was not on my bingo card for really, any point in my life.

:depressedtako:
Not really seeing the point of your project here, and I don't know why you'd be watching a whole bunch of porn unless you want sexual release mixed with a bit of self-loathing. All you really need to know here was that she made some poor life choices, but now she's turned it around with a proper job, real friends and real support. This shit was six years ago - I've changed in six years, I bet you've changed, and there's no reason not to think Ember hasn't either in that time.

Lastly, reminder that streamers are the online equivalent of a busker on a corner playing music. You can stop and listen for free and maybe throw a few coins their way if they're entertaining you and you can afford it. You don't need to know their life story to do that.
 

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You don't need to know their life story to do that.
As much as I agree and did exactly that myself, we are 88 pages too in for that at this point
:botanshrug:
 

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Not really seeing the point of your project here, and I don't know why you'd be watching a whole bunch of porn unless you want sexual release mixed with a bit of self-loathing. All you really need to know here was that she made some poor life choices, but now she's turned it around with a proper job, real friends and real support. This shit was six years ago - I've changed in six years, I bet you've changed, and there's no reason not to think Ember hasn't either in that time.

Lastly, reminder that streamers are the online equivalent of a busker on a corner playing music. You can stop and listen for free and maybe throw a few coins their way if they're entertaining you and you can afford it. You don't need to know their life story to do that.
I have covid can't get any sleep and was curious. Most of it was just her talking into thr camera anyway. I get the rest of what you are saying yeah.
 

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I should probably drop it but I have some interesting observations about Ember as if you combine her current persona with her past I feel like you can land somewhere on the real person.
"I've seen your kind, time and time again. Every fleeing man must be caught. Every secret must be unearthed. Such is the conceit of the self-proclaimed seeker of truth. But in the end, you lack the stomach. For the agony you'll bring upon yourself..."
 

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I have covid can't get any sleep and was curious. Most of it was just her talking into thr camera anyway. I get the rest of what you are saying yeah.
Learn anything from her zatsus? Any interesting ones?
 

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Learn anything from her zatsus? Any interesting ones?
The one I watched I referenced in the post. Seemed like she was mostly nervous and was trying to figure out the platform. Plus the other personal stuff I mentioned.
 

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She just found out that a large group of overly autistic fans spent the weekend beating their dicks to her. I think she's allowed to have a little breakdown as a treat.
Taking this here just to be safe. And they spread the info around. Simpcity is one example. Who knows where else it's reached at this point. simpcity took it down, but that's probably an exception and it stayed there for hours too.

I was hoping she got over it and wouldn't care, but if this is about it then maybe not. Which is concerning.
 
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Taking this here just to be safe. And they spread the info around. Simpcity is one example. Who knows where else it's reached at this point. simpcity took it down, but that's probably an exception and it stayed there for hours too.

I was hoping she got over it and wouldn't care, but if this is about it then maybe not. Which is concerning.
I wonder if its less that people found out, but that it might have reached people she knows, like her family?
 

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At least she's able to have a bit of a laugh:

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Hopefully, whatever is going on, she'll be alright.
 

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I wonder if its less that people found out, but that it might have reached people she knows, like her family?
Possibly. Family, anyone from Phase, possible partner. The list is pretty long, especially if you want to leave it behind. I feel like you would always be concerned about whether things will stay same between you and others.
E: just because she may not get into trouble because of it doesn't make it less awkward if her boss is aware of it, for an example.
 
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