I had to dip out of stream early but just caught the vod.
I gotta say that Pippa doing a bodycam react stream showcasing the dregs of society & then complaining when chat starts to get spicy is a bit of bullshit. She knows exactly what is going to happen, it happens every single time she does one of these react streams, and the deal is that she rakes in superchats while chat tries to push the limits on what they can get away with & argue with her hot takes. This is not a surprised Pikachu moment.
Mentioning Kirsche’s chat in what could be construed as slightly disparaging is also disappointing. Not only is Kirsche a good friend to her, she also gives some of the more political members of Pippa chat a place to sperg so they don’t shit up her chat too much.
It sounds like her anxiety is starting to get out of hand again & I hope she is being realistic with the new IRL friends, if they are real ones then they will be cool with her idiosyncrasies. Getting disappointed by a “friend” is inevitable and is just part of life. When it eventually happens I hope she doesn’t spiral too badly, especially if she has been hurt in the past.