I know what you mean. There was a hot minute where I got waaay into Crowley's brand of mystic woo-woo bullshit... and I left just as quick. Back in high school.Fun fact, if you bought Crowley's book the Equinox, you got a membership card to his weird secret order. I have the book and card somewhere, it's some of the goofiest shit I've seen in a long time and people act like the Masons and him aren't a modern day joke.
Imagine quoting a fat alcoholic addict"If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best."
Very compelling. Please face wall.

