My experience before corpos is auditioning to every single agency out there (recording with my phone), getting scouted through my underground idol account, being turned down at the very last stage because of my age and/or because I didn't have a gaming PC.
I auditioned to all big, medium and small agencies you could imagine - in all languages that I can speak - English, Japanese and Spanish.
It wasn't enough.
My experience before corpos is working a full time job in the morning, a part time job at night, meanwhile still doing underground idol activities, all of that to get my own proper gaming PC.
After 3 months, I could manage to find something within my budget... and the auditions began again-- I wasn't even considered by many agencies, and some others would be kind enough to set me up for interviews.
Or being asked to showcase a talent that would make me stand out from the other applicants, which instantly discarded me as a good candidate. Despite having used most of my time to work to get a streaming set up-- It didn't stop me from auditioning while doing random streams on Twitch, or playing games in my room recording everything through OBS to watch them later and take notes on how good I was at keeping up with conversations.. always talking to myself. I had to polish many skills if I wanted to be chosen by a corpo.
This is why I don't want to give my dream up to the circumstances life puts before me.
I owe it to myself.
And I owe it to everyone out there who has found me, liked me, lastly--decided to stay with me.
It doesn't matter where. It doesn't matter in which language I do it.
I'll make sure to achieve my dream of standing and lighting up a scenario with the burning passion of my feelings.
I am not sure if I'll ever be able to achieve said dream...
but at least, I won't go without a fight.