I try to keep myself reigned in when it comes to thirstposting about the actual women behind the avatars. It's one thing to say that I would split Kiara like rotten firewood if given half a chance, but I think it's definitely toeing the line of possibly getting weird or creepy to thirstpost for the actual people behind the avatars. Bold words for someone that is as much of a coomer as I can be, but I bite my tongue a lot when it comes to commenting on the physical appearance of these girls beyond broad strokes "They're pretty/cute" because the thought crosses my mind of how it would look if they were to come across the posts of a bunch of semi-anonymous men online making lascivious comments about their looks, especially if they're not particularly trying to fish for that kind of attention. It's bad enough that kind of thing will happen anyway to pretty much any female who puts herself in front of a camera and at least personally it troubles me to consider being a part of it since I grew up with a lot of female friends and got a lot of insight into how fucked up it can be to be a girl.
It's a bit ironic to me this is coming up in relation to Nyaru since I feel like I've made a mention before that I have trouble bringing myself to try to watch her because I feel like my primary motivator to check her out is the clips of her IRL, and I don't want to be that guy who checks out a vtuber because I find them attractive in person because I don't want it to influence how I act towards them. I watch dumb cartoon women be awful at video games for laughs, infusing it with sex just spoils my enjoyment of it long term. I don't think I could ever watch Noel in any serious context without just getting distracted by thoughts of Canan, and it's also why despite the existence of various Keeki gravure sets out there I've not sought them out because even orange woman good and even though Keeki is a 10/10 looker I also enjoy Kiara as a performer and content creator and I don't want to lose my interest in Tenchou because she's become an outlet for lust.
I await waking up to a flood of migos.