I am to far passed that at the moment, and will try to remember in the future
I was technically "ou" for like, 3 yearsi think, I dated a femboy (actually typed the word that time) for like a year, it was the closest I have ever come to marrying another person, but he was an addict and I was 5 years younger, yes I know that sounds totally fucking insane, but I swear despite being a worse Alcoholic then I could ever hope to be and a recovering meth addict, he looked like a woman (despite never taking HRT) and younger then men despite being 6 years older when we dated (I was 23 at the time)
For my sake, unironically dont