Imagine, just imagine, you choose to pick up a broom. Now if you are a broom pusher that's likely hard, you lack the ability to produce images in the mind. That's why you read chats, that's why you sweep. As you sweep, can you even feel? Do you hear the thoughts in your head? Or does it all just wash over you in privative emotion? Is the broom a curse? Or were you born that way? At any rate, remember that disability is an option... I wish there was a fix, but I'm afraid it's terminal...