Gonna get gay for a moment don't mind me.
She's having a good time chatting and I'm glad she's going out on her own terms. This has felt much more like a casual zatsudan than a graduation stream. But I dunno, still hurts that this might be the last time. She was the first streamer whose chat I bothered to participate in. My first membership, first sc and red sc. Seeing her go from being okay at English on debut to having full-on conversations and English-only streams over the course of 2020 was great. I kept up on every stream for about a year and a half. I learned what vtuber culture is, understood why these men with voice changers are so loved and came to find my own admiration for them. All because of this kettle.
I don't care about the war against twitter or whatever. I don't feel angry at anyone. Just really sad that the person who got me into this hobby and made it a big part of my life is going to disappear after today. Maybe she'll show up in another corpo. I wanna cope and believe she'll show up in a few months. But for now I'm just gonna watch her last stream and say thanks for everything while drinking.