I woke up. It's past 10pm. I couldn't sleep a wink last night, and I probably fell asleep around the time the sun rose this morning. My pillow is damp with tears. I picked up my glasses lying on the futon, but the metal parts on both sides were broken and I couldn't use them. Yesterday, the news of the contract termination at the same time as the Russian military invasion shook the world. To be honest, as a fan, I was more preoccupied with that matter than the situation in Ukraine. I checked the official Cover Twitter account, timidly, wondering if it was all a dream. ...The official statement remains the same. I can't read the statement to the end because of the nausea and headache. Tears are overflowing and won't stop. There are still slanderous comments from anti-fans on Rushia's Twitter and YouTube channel, but there are just as many, if not more, comments from fans saying "thank you" and "good job." Humans are foolish, so while we're doing this, somewhere in the world, there are still conflicts and casualties. But Rushia, your existence is the hope of people all over the world. The proof is that there are many comments not only in Japanese but also in foreign languages. I'll tell you, Rushia. Thank you for all your hard work so far. And thank you so much. We fans will never forget you, and we won't change our favorite. If we did change our favorite, you would threaten us with your wide-eyed gaze and a knife in your hand again (lol). We fans are eternal, Rushia. The bond between Rushia and our fans is stronger than any other VTuber. So please sleep in peace. Good night, Rushia. I love you, Rushia. Thank you, Rushia. ...I tried to think of some cool words to say to you, but I'm sorry, I just can't. I can't imagine a daily life without Rushia. Will I never see your lovers' quarrels with the captain or the leader's teasing again? I don't want to... I don't want to, Rushia. Please don't go away, Rushia. Please. Don't leave me behind. You're so mean to leave me behind, Rushia. I've never felt as though I wouldn't mind being stabbed to death by you as I did today. Why do you have to be gone, of all people? Why you, and not me? The world wouldn't change at all if I was alive. But you, Rushia, are different. You've always spread smiles and happiness to the world. In fact, the war started as soon as you left. You are indispensable to this world, Rushia. Please, Rushia, come back... Without you, this world will be ruined. Oh, God. This is my lifelong request. Please help Rushia somehow. I don't care what happens to me. But please, please help Rushia. Please... It's too convenient to pray to God only at a time like this, even though you have no interest in religion at all. There's no point in me whining. I have to do what I can. I have a mission to wake up the masses who are misled by conspiracies. I can't believe any of those official statements. I think only true fans can understand this, but Rushia is a really honest and good girl. She would never betray her fellow Hololive members. This is a trap. A trap set by a mastermind who doesn't like Rushia. A conspiracy to get rid of Rushia and start World War III. I'm sure the cover official, Mafumafu, and Korekore were all used by that mastermind. Someone sent a message to Rushia using Mafumafu's icon and made Mafumafu give a false explanation. Thinking about it calmly now, there's no way that Rushia, who is the number one fan, would date Mafumafu in the first place. It's strange, right? And this time they had Korekore, who had nothing to do with them, send out a fake situation. To make it look as if Rushia had leaked confidential information to Korekore. After that, they prepared a woman named Mikeneko who only had a voice similar to Rushia, and created the illusion that Mikeneko = Rushia. At that time, Rushia must have had difficulty eating and walking. Yet Mikeneko opened a YouTube channel and uploaded selfies to Instagram. This contradiction proves that Rushia and Mikeneko are different people. Once Rushia's credibility has been destroyed, the final step is to strip Rushia of all authority and erase her, who has made official statements without question. That's roughly what they've planned. If a powerful person in the underworld speaks out, it's easy to witch hunt in the name of justice. In the end, everyone is just a puppet being manipulated by online rumors. That's why I'm going to bring everyone back to their senses and rebuild the world so that Rushia can return home in peace. I'll fight to the last man, for the pride of my fans. I'm not going to let Rushia end up being treated like the bad guy. I'll be waiting for you, Rushia. Just as you saved the world, we'll save you this time. Someday, for sure... for sure...