Fucking hell that ruined my morning
To summarize
She feels extremely betrayed by Kotoka and Finana (she apparently met both in person and felt they became great friends) she also said that she gave her genmates a lot of tips about streaming from her experience as an indie so the betrayal stings worse
The last message she sent to the talents was that the notion that "they are nothing without Niji that a lot of them believe" is bullshit
She feels like she let her irl friends and family that were happy for her getting into Niji down
She was so happy when Nina left because she deserves better (Sayu called Nina and Nina told her that she feels like nothing without Niji)
She has a lot of stuff she couldn't say or didn't want to say in the doc, but she confirmed the 2% merch meme saying she loves it and the yacht meme
She likes 4chan because they are brutally honest positive or negative
She was terrified but, assured that she would not be treated like Yugo by Niji: "you are two different people" chat said "two different people same treatment" to which she agreed "Things turned out even worse for Zaion than Yugo"
So I think that settles that Yugo got fucked over too I wasn't sure about it til now
she's frustrated that people have cut ahead of her in her model production and is really hurt by the modeler allowing it
Sayu is happy Kson knows the yacht joke and bonded with her over their shared experiences Kson: "only you I and Nazuna know how this pain feels we have to stick together"
She expressed depression over most of the new viewership that followed her from Zaion falling off and blames herself or people that just like drama