Listening to Calli lyric dive here's a couple notes might update more later
First she talked about the sell a bit line I mentioned and chat brought up celibate she then googled the word having recognized it and claimed it was "unintentional but fitting"
While talking about black sheep she implied while talking about "told I don't belong near my own friends" that some fanbases have essentially gatekept Calli from collabing with some unnamed
en girl
Chat theorized Fauna and Gura
I might be having to anti the chumbuds if the are keeping me from more bone bros
"There is a reason I don't show up in certain members chats anymore"
If I remember she was talking about not directly posting in some chats, not like she won't collab. If we strictly go by /vt/ rules, that may be Nerissa or IRyS, since these two generals go apeshit at her mention.
I listened to it again and here's the transcript she does mention it being a chat thing mostly but at the end she says that the fanbase is a "Defining factor of why we don't do work together" so that makes me think of collabs
"There are reasons I don't show up in certain people's chats anymore. You know? I just don't wanna get in the way, it's better to kinda stay in my own lane. with my own people and the groups of people that are like I guess how do i say *laughs at chat speculation* Chat Poppin off that's just how it has to be it is what it is. I'm not trying to start any fires here I just... "Hope there is good stuff off screen?" Oh there always is that's never the problem nah it's always it's never the girls just want to make that clear it is... It is never the other girls it's not them. it's not their fault. they're all wonderful, and there are still some chats I appear in. It depends on the- the uuuuuh chat it depends on the fanbase basically is what I'm trying to say uh but it is what it is yup so that's what that line is about it sucks to be really good friends with everybody and uh have that be the defining factor of why we don't do work together but uh that's just life that's life yeah
So she implied it was within Holo but it's possible it's about outside collabs like with Mouse (would explain her default to Dice collabing with mouse instead)
Other notes
She says that the other girls are too afraid to speak up to management when they have complaints so Calli will often voice the ones she is told about and allow the complainer to stay anonymous she is proud of the fact she has only been bonked once for bringing up issues with management
Similarly she says a silver lining to being a "hate sink" is the feeling she is taking the heat off the other girls who might be Targeted
Rev up the rrats for this one
She said "You're not special" is a song that's "not about her label but is about something else" that she can't be specific about she called it a "brutally honest too honest song thats dangerous to talk about in depth"