It takes true autism to skim through that many pages in just one day.
Said this in my "farewell" stream on the main channel, but I'll just say it again here.
I couldn't give a rrat's arse about people who haven't even watched my content or bothered to look deeper into what actually happened thinks or says about me. What got me to break was really the genuine backlash I had from my own fanbase, being booted out from places and groups that mattered to me, and some Vtubers and vtuber-adjacent friends telling me they can't associate themselves with me anymore.
I literally had no new friends aside from them in the past 3 years at that point, so you can probably see how much that hit. But hey, I think I'll just take the L and accept that everyone thinks I'm a pussy, since it's actually true in a sense. Even if you guys think I shouldn't have apologized, I still am genuinely remorseful and do recognize that I made a legitimate mistake. But that remorse isn't directed to the hate mob and Twitter of all fucking places. It was for my fans, friends, and the specific individuals that were part of that yab.