For people not checking the pipposting love thread, after being bullied with money (11k in total) she broke down in tears and confessed she was going to off herself this week.
This also explains why she was consuming so much horror material, as she explained before that horror keeps her mind away from those thoughts.
The main reason is Impostor syndrome and thinking she has peaked and she doesn't want the good times to end, and because it will eventually happen, offing herself was the only option.
Pippa needs some real and serious help. Professional help, help from her loved ones. I'd argue she'd need to take a break from streaming and spend a couple weeks in treatment, but we all know that separating her from streaming is trying the noose for her.
I can't sleep, I'm worried and I can't do nothing. Parasocial relationships are shit.