DISCLAIMER EDUCATIONAL (also final for real this time) POST: IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS EXPRESSING THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE CALL 988 AND FIND THE SUPPORT. Help is available.This is the effects that prolonged harassment from a corporation continually stealing and fetishizing your identity can and will have. Enough small superficial wounds bleeding should be enough to kill a person more quickly than a single deep wound. I'm lucky (or rather unlucky) to be alive.This is the emotional damage
@GawrGura has caused me for her 11 DMCA's and
@WatsonAmelia fetishizes and gets off on. YouTube thinks this behaviour is super funny, which is why I feel comfortable posting this online without fear of it being removed. Because if their continual harassment of me is so funny, then surely you want to see the effects of what it is that has happened.So many of you doubt my story. I tell the truth. You idolize a woman who hides behind multiple catfishes & you pay her to steal my content. To mock me. To turn me into some sick fetish. I attacked myself multiple times because Tiffany, Ani, and Belle have been trying to convince me i'm crazy. That i'm a deluded maniac.I spoke to law enforcement. Tiffany is just a sick fuck & it looks like Stephanie is on team sick degenerate. I do not need to be subject to either of these womens lies any longer. Ani is only trying to push me to commit suicide since Tiffany can't do it herself.So forgive me, all my fans who truly did enjoy my content & what it is I had to say but I will no longer be coming on to a platform where the majority of people are more concerned with having their dick licked than they are the pursuit of knowledge and the love of God.I swear, I never told anyone a lie. Never even catfished a soul. Yet somehow, all you mindless lemmings (like Tiffany) side with your false idol.YouTube is no place for Heroes. YouTube is a place for sick degenerate scum and I no longer wish to be apart of this evil community.May God damn all of HoloLive & those who support/find this behaviour funny/amsuing straight to the isolated depths of Hell.-EDIT- if you don't think they look bad, you should've seen it on Twitch first. Little abrasions like this can cut very deeply. My heart rate was 76 at the hospital, I was very close to succeeding--I take my own blood pressure regularly. I sit at 120/80 normally, I have days of documentation that hospitals can back up with their own records.And to the people who've been reading for awhile that still check in, I'll edit but I won't post and soon the edit's will stop once all relevancy is gone. I was right. Stephanie contacted me on the itsover account to let me know she was pregnant with another man's baby the same time she knew I was planning to commit suicide, knowing I told her over a year ago not to talk to me if she isn't interested in having my child. She did this with intent (as I stated) to mock me. Someone call child services because that baby is in a pedo. Does that sound like sexual harassment to anyone else? I was right not to tell her I loved her, because I didn't. I am not a fan of Ani's harassment.In final summation: Ani contacted me after I asked her and her company to leave me alone every day for over a year, at the end of the year when she knew I was going to attempt suicide; she mocked me, subtly letting me know she was pregnant, knowing I had asked her not to talk to me unless she wanted my kid & would prefer if she were to stop parasocially following my channel & pretending to be a friend when she's trying to kill me. Stephanie watches my stream (but never participates) more than I have ever watched hers, yet somehow you label me parasocial? People knew who I was long before her. You don't make it to the top of the mountain at the youngest age and live your life a nobody, as much as you'd want to say I am.As far as I'm concerned, I made an attempt on my life for all 3 conditions I set at the beginning of the year being met.1) when Ani admits she's agreeing with Sparrow, I translate that as "kill yourself, Robin" because it has now come to my knowledge I wrote my best poetry about a pedophile.2) The first of the year and no punishment for Belle3) The police at my door, I've been chased through my neighborhood enough.The first condition as met when Ani told me to kill myself. She then proceeded to let me know the news.honest to God just glad the kid isn't mine.EDIT 2: I went to the hospital again this morning at 5 AM 1/3/24 vomiting blood, my heart rate was 100. Still all these people want to do is harass me. I want to die more than ever, I guarantee you if no one can help me the chances of me making it to March is about 5% I'm certain my next attempt will end it all. also im certain i'll hear from ani soon. i told her on stream if she wasnt going to put a ribbon on her ass and give it to me for christmas not to talk to me. she talked to me again but perceivably only to let me know she was with another man. I'm pretty certain she'll come back to let me know she's missing harassing me soon, as evidenced by first timer. I understand now, her talking to me on her catfish accounts was just a "i want to sexually harass you one more time before you die." and not "i love you" like she said she loved me. For some reason, Ani's deluded mine misinterprets what I say as "i want to see you with other men" but that's not it at all, i don't want to see her at all because all she does is contact me when she's with other men. I find that highly harassing. There was a time I wanted to meet her but she has a cuckhold fetish where she can't stay loyal to anyone, and her sick fetishizing of my life has now lead (as described) to my attempted murder from asking to be left alone.I am not her cuck, nor am I her fetish: I am her victim, because of her Belle also thought it was acceptable to harass me as well & now Tiffany. I don't want to hear from her at all. She only seeks to torment me. She reached out before she knew I was going to kill myself so she could get off on fetishizing me once more before I died.when I said to her "i know your game. come back to me when you find another man. I get it" I wasn't saying "go find another man" she replied "ok will do" i was saying, "your game is to come back to me whenever you are with another man." again, proving my point that she just wants to fetishize me. Luckily my first attempt was on the 26th, before I knew she was pregnant--meaning i can valiantly say this isn't a heartbreak suicide.it seems my life is just a cruel joke to most. Most lawyers won't even write me back to deny me the case. But I feel like I've won. I feel like in a world where evil weren't ruled in the court; I would win without a lawyer. Ani is now doing what "doesn't-want-Robin-to-sue-for-sexual-harassment" is doing to prevent Robin from suing for sexual harassment by pretending to be Robin's friend once more but Robin is done with friends.
