Some notes from this stream: (might be a bit messy since I was listening while doing my work)
- He cannot disclose much about what happened the past few months, but he receives a lot of inquiries via messages and emails asking about his circumstances so he'd like to reiterate that his (termination) situation isn't health or criminal-related
- He won't be able to stream regularly but may do one if he ever feels like streaming (so far he's planning to do drawing stream), shorts upload is still ongoing as usual
- During the early period after coming back as matsun, he was so focused on doing shorts a lot that he gradually forgot how to do proper livestream, even doing short talk like now still makes him nervous for some reason
- He doesn't have anything planned in the future (not even fannames and the likes), he basically just went on stream with zero preparation
- Will consider opening membership since his channel is eligible for monetization already, might open fanbox as well
- Considering on making L2D model (heavy emphasis on "consider")
- He hasn't been checking twitter a lot, will try to egosa if people draw fanarts of him. He mostly spends his day doing normal stuff like going to the gym, reading manga, etc.
- Despite all that he has been drawing a lot, and might have drawn 100+ pieces already in a month
- He's very healthy physically, but his mental state hasn't been the best lately
The rest are mostly him picking up questions from chats, TL;DR he's slowly trying to get himself back in a good mood, at some point, a viewer asked if he's feeling happy and he straight up replied with "No actually, I'm trying though" so that explains the last notes. Though he doesn't sound especially excited to go back on streaming, he seemed to be content doing what he wants for now.
Hopefully, he'll be in a better state in the future. The guy seems especially remorseful about what happened in the past and surprised that his old fans are still willing to support him here.
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