I feel quite apprehensive giving out "le analysis"
(foreshadowing) of what Gura thinks or feels based on an MV, but still, I was actually brought to tears watching it today, it is a very beautiful production.
Personally, I felt like the song is her communicating to the world about all the sad stuff she's been weighed down by for
years, or repeat no less.
Then it feels like she was in an endless cycle of being in conflict with who she is, what she wants, and most importantly with Gura the icon (the Atlantis dressed second Gura). I would even say that she tells us that she was trapped in these clothes somebody else sewn for her.
Ultimately she defeats/merges with the second Gura
thanks to the power of friendship. Whatever this means (her overcoming her fears, taking up the mantle voluntarily in the end, becoming larger than the image herself), it's completely up there.
But that's pretty much it unless we want to go into the "the sheets are blue, the author must be depressed" kind of autistic small detail analysis. Like I just know a schitzo out there somewhere would write an essay over the fact that the second Gura crushed the flower and the real Gura avoided doing so at the risk of losing her balance.
Or how she wants to stop the second Gura from leaving, and then becomes her herself and leaves.
But yeah, rewatching it several times (god, it's such a good MV!) I really feel that the
strongest negative emotion there is entrapment. If I didn't take my schitzo pills this morning, I'd say that I can hear Gura screaming quietly
"I don't want to be your fucking icon, I just want to sing silly songs with my silly guitar and say silly things.
Why the fuck me being talented means I owe the world to do shit? Don't place your weird one-sided expectations on me!
I just want to have fun. Can't I just do this? Am I not allowed to be a small silly lazy shark?"
But thankfully I totally took my schitzo pills, so I won't do that.
Cheers. Gura love.