Anyone else have the "I'm a corpo VTuber" dream? Telling people about your dreams is always big fucking gay, but I'mma do it anyways and wanna hear if anyone else has had this shit happen to them.
Third time now that it's happened for me in the few years I've been in the Hole, and it's always the same. The dreams have only happened after HoloStars EN became a thing. I'm a big fan of them, Vesper is my Oshi. Nina Kosaka before that, much love to her, sad to see her go though.
The dream always follows the same pattern. At first I realize I'm super stoked to that I got in and I'm having a good time, I'm part of the Hs-EN, I'm a big-special-boy. As the dream goes on I realize that while I'm happy to be part of the group, I almost never stream, I have imposter syndrome, I don't provide anything of value, I don't belong. Starts out nice, ends awful. I completely understand my own mentality (unfortunately) for why my dreams end up this way and why I'm a piece of shit.
Partially I'm covering for my own narcissistic want to share my own experiences, but I do genuinely want to know, have any of you had similar dreams and do you feel that you understand your own role in your own dreams?