Thanks guys, in a matter of a couple pages I've gone from feeling disgust for camelot to pity. Imagine putting a lot of extra care and thought into this Pippa mention/tweet/etc. only to get ready for bed later, check your phone see minimal interaction and fight to keep the tears from welling up again. All your best videos are about other people, one of which won't interact with you. Your dream of becoming a Nascar driver has been shot down by your notorious lack of skill. You promised your mom you'd be something one day, but dear Mommy Camelot is getting older and you're still not important to anyone but her.
You know she still believes in you, but all you can believe in is the words that have run through your head for years, the words that you have run away from for all your life, "Paper or plastic." You try not to think about how she'll fake a smile and tell you that you did your best, but ultimately the only things in this world that cannot be avoided are death, taxes, and for you specifically, ineptitude.
Your bed is lonely and your pillow is damp with tears and soaked with depression. The only option is to try again, knowing the futility of the matter, that she will never sincerely smile at you whether that be mother, Pippa, Rekeita, or that girl from elementary school who blocked you on facebook again. I mean the other option is to learn a skill and create interesting content that relies on your unique abilities or perhaps leave content creation behind and focus on maturing and developing yourself on the inside and out, but no... this is the only option.
Finally you have a fitful sleep, filled with the dreams of making your parents proud, the only safe place left for you in this world... Or something, I just made all that up, I forget about the guy until you all mention him, anyway have a nice Pippa stream you weird rabbit people