yeahh doki is straight up crying on stream poor girl is obviously not completely better.
EDIT: there's a possibility her new mama may have scheduled a tweet about the new model, Doki is mildly panicking trying to get in touch with her to prevent a leak
EDIT: she is apologizing to the team in charge of her model project but is still very obviously not happy. She keeps having to walk herself back. Also, this should absolutely get archived, there are a couple things she's said offhandedly already which hint at what might have gone wrong in Niji and she might delete it
EDIT: she has "learned from the past" that when she gets emotional she needs to take a step back from projects to prevent herself from being mean to people.
EDIT: Ohhhh-kay. So if what Doki is saying in this stream is to be extrapolated out to her time in Niji. She's got a tendency to push for her projects without realizing the scope of them, but also gets really emotional when things don't go well. So she says things she immediately regrets, and often throws money at the problems (she's hired 37 god damn people on this project to try to get it out quicker, no wonder she burned 200k last year), and gets more emotional when it turns out that doesn't necessarily actually make things work in the way she envisioned. Think impulsive sad-girl workaholic. Kiara, eat your heart out.
As people had maybe thought in the past, the Niji situation was a little less black and white than things had seemed. Obviously Niji as a company is still to blame and Doki is not at fault. But it makes more sense how various other Nijis who had worked with Doki didn't like her behind the scenes.
EDIT: Also, she seems to get much better after actually being able to talk through her emotions with chat for a while. Not a trait that meshes with corpo life very well. She's also going to reveal the cost of the model in a member's stream
EDIT: Doki says that she would go corpo again if someone made a good offer, because its really hard to set a lot of stuff up as an indie. But also, she makes WAY more as an independent v-tuber, so it'd have to be a pretty good offer