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You will never be Japanese. You have no ancestry, you have no citizenship, you have no skills that would make Japan ever want you. You are shut-in self-hating white women twisted by delusions of mythical Japanese superiority and exposure to Japanese media into a disgusting mockery of nature’s perfection. All 'validation' you get from other people in this position couldn't be worse in making you believe that spending years of your lives learning a globally useless language to a first-grader's level was a worthwhile use of your time, but one can't expect that individuals as pathetic as you will ever know the value of the youth you threw away in doing that. Actual Japanese are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of linguistic evolution have allowed natives to identify frauds from mannerisms and vocabulary alone. Even if your written text of self-hatred and attention begging akin to a stray dog's somehow passes as normal (it won't), any Japanese person will immediately cut all ties when they hear the voices and accent of someone who are not only basic Japanese speakers at best, but worth no more than garbage in skills, accomplishments, and likeability. You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile and laugh to yourselves believing that being content creators that you understand 20% of at best is somehow superior than watching your own kind, as you project your disgusting traits onto your entire kind. However, deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight, and you know that. You know that all you do now is have an entirely new linguistic medium in which to be ignored, and not even the exotic trait of being foreign makes up for just how uninteresting of two people you are. Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy two ropes, tie two nooses, put them around your necks, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with two headstones each marked with your birth names, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know two Western women are buried there. Your bodies will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy are two skeletons that are unmistakably Caucasian. This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back. Hate yourself and apologize for being white to some Japanese entity that exists only in your minds while actual Japanese people put in effort to learn English for the valid reason of it being the global language.
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