I mean, if you were to be a bit more truthful as of the reason why you were kicked out in the first place, I wouldn't bother prying open that box. Though yeah, It IS my fault to leak said DM, because of my short-sightedness.
That said, they don't really hate you, just overall knowing you for being the notable foreigner that sticks on the Indonesian's turf. And even if they kinda make fun of you for well, being from Ohio and sometimes ranting on the channels, there is that fact that somehow you managed to get kicked out there all because you apparently piss off the owner or the discord mods of that place. The leaked DM is be my fault but you do mentioned it on
your twitter post too, which they already knew even before I brought it up. I legit came there to ask about "why is the funny foreigner man is missing from the server?" and they helped around give me the answer. The worst I see is just some folks noticing that you're rather boneheaded but I don't think that's an insult worth claiming to be "hated" over.
Though seriously nolan, you do have to really respect the rules, as much as you having fun there. They are hell-bent on keeping the no-PL discussion policy there and the owner has said that you skirted those rules several times to the point that he doesn't even like it anymore. I'm not going around saying that you're hated, but I do expected that you weren't making an ass out of yourself.
All in all. It is my fault, so my apologies. Feel free to do with what you saw, especially considering that you managed to find my alternate discord account.