I think this deserves a short summary. This happened at the start of her stream today.
- Offkai is June 20-22, and the Phase Connect Anniversary would have been on the 20th, but has been moved to next week. Lia was sad about this and not having anything special planned for her fourth anniversary (Offkai hate).
- A lot of things don't seem to be working out for Lia lately. Lia seemed to be on the verge of tears at the start of stream.
- Lia says "maybe it won't work out for me, but maybe it will work out for the next person". Lia also says she's at her wit's end and doesn't know how much more she can take.
- Lia seems to be signed on for another year, so there's no immediate concerns about graduation. Longer-term, Lia seems to be less sure of herself.
- Lia seemed frustrated with some stuff behind the scenes at Phase Connect lately, which she didn't elaborate on, and Lia seems to think that this won't get better. "I don't know if I should say that," she says after.
- Lia is making an appearance doing idol performances at Offkai with Pippa, Tenma, Uruka and Lumi, and will be doing a call-in for Offkai, and maybe some other stuff. She didn't seem very excited about it when saying it, hopefully that's just a temporary depression talking because Lia usually gets extremely excited about performing.
- Lia has to think about what she wants to do, going forward.
- Lia used the example of things being bad today, and pushing through to tomorrow, hoping things get better, but they don't. She thinks the other talents are the same way.
That said, I don't know how much of this is due to the stress of con season, as well as her health scare yesterday making Lia feel depressed and stressed. Lia also says she tends to feel depressed during the summer.
I hope things get better and Lia stays with Phase Connect, but whatever happens to Lia, I'll follow this dork regardless of where she ends up streaming. Lia love.